Nah, I'm not counting down the days to go home at all. The time is flying by so quickly I'll be sad to leave once September comes around! It's just one of those weeks - where things at work aren't going very smoothly and I'm just too tired/don't even really care enough to fix them. Well, that's a lie, I do care, I'm just too damn stubborn to be the first to speak...
Usually, when one part of my life is causing me to stress out( in this case, work) I can go home, think about it, discuss it with someone, reasses my actions etc. but here I go home and because I live by myself I end up driving myself mad with internal discussion. When I left work last night I decided to stop by BnG because there is usually someone there having an after work drink. Thankfully, some of my closest friends were there and I was able to sit down, relax and complain to them. I guess when things aren't so rosy and wonderful it's easy to think of the little things at home that I miss. Then I think, "buck up you little booger butt, you're in Korea and you've met awesome people and you shouldn't let the ridiculousness and stupidity of things at work consume the awesomeness of the rest of your experiences". So yeah, on a definitely more positive note I don't have to work until 5:15 on Wednesdays for the rest of this month and that's really good news.
that post makes me think we're symbiotically connected or something. i go through the same process here on the other side of the city... wish i could have been there for you... you can call me anytime, night or day. sarang eehay...
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ReplyDeleteKimmy...I totally feel your pain with internal conversations, that in my shoes, I would never have. When people take advantage of you or get you down at work, its hard to make things right, stand up for yourself, and still feel ok about things. I think about you a lot too, and miss you a lot. These next 7 months better fly by because I miss your cute little toosh! I especially miss the times when afterparties and the YMCA were our pastimes....love you
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